Once a while in the past, I was in the dark side of my life. I could only see the people around me wearing unfriendly masks on their faces when I passed by. Living in such environment, I felt no secure feeling and isolated all the while. Fearness and isolation, I knew these were not the elements I expected to exist forever in my life. At my age of 17yo, under the benevolence of respectful God, life that I wished to have started. I was presented to a unique temporary station, 5A2. Here, there comes the sincere friendship; Here, there come the sour and the sweet; and here, the place I weave my memorable youth time. Although, 5A2 was just a temporary station, I assumed it was second home. I really gained much of invaluable friendship as well as memorable memories that last eternally within last two years in secondary school. I used to ask myself of what made me say so. Faithfully, I just felt like that way. My feeling told me that I am  comfortable being together with you guys : )  No matter how hurting each of you might be to me, I would always stand by your side, I told myself; and, I just can not afford of losing each of you. Of course, I dare not to say the perfection of 5A2. Without ups and downs, life will be meaningless. Similarly, in 5A2, there came the frustration and joyful time of my life. Frustration? I beg for forgiveness first if my words will have hurt you much : ) Well, Friendship between you and me might tend to a crisis, to a bottom. However, no matter what will be the consequences on me, still, I dare to spell out long-lasting words of my heart before I leave : ) Imagine : At a very afternoon, you were shopping at Klang Parade or your nearest favorite, Jaya Jusco. You ran into your exclassmate at shopping mall. So, immediately, you greet him or her with a shaking hand and smiling face. You speed up your movement before he or she came nearer to you. Sound familiar of this situation? Yes, you are trying to get avoided of a conversation. Why?  "A plate of disjoined sand will never bear out the result". Because of disjoin, many activities including our graduation trip, which provided much of chance to tighten relationship between each of us, failed to achieve, and the name-calling 'brother, sister' never mean to exist. Well, It is considerable that every one of you might have your own reason or difficulty 'not to cooperate' as I use, but, at least, give your support to your exclassmates for their hard efforts of having activities to keep friendship between each of us from fading away. Try to get involved of their activities if possible : ) Or else, the uncomfortable situation as I mentioned will never disappear. Remember, they are friends you used to get along with for 2years long, not strangers or your enemies. Am I like lecturing a lesson about public relationship? Lol...... Seriously, will you guys take up an active role to keep in touch with each other without me here with all of you? Will there come again group's event such as movie, shopping, cycling, yamcha together among all of you? My dear friends, Be aware that I can't be there always helping in all these things. It is time to pick up the active role : ) Anyway, Thanks for coming along with me these few years, friends. I know, I get to separate with this memorable temporary station very soon. Thinking of having got to leave you, my beloved friends that I care much, I really could not sustain my heavy feeling. I wonder whether the clock could stop running at this moment and start over again the happy time we used to have been together. Yet, I know, it is impossible, and I have to leave you one day soon and start my new life in an unfamiliar land. It may be a 2-year, 6-years long or much longer in USA before I return to my motherland. Will you still be able to recognize me if one day in future you run into me on street? Would you ask the sentence "who are you?" that hurts much to me? Or will our friendship be not as past and fade away? Scared of each of the these might have happened to me one day in future, it is added the heavier feeling to my heart. I would miss you guys : ) No matter how our friendship will be, here, I would like to say Thanks you for once playing an important role in my life, my beloved friends. Before I end this farewell message, I would like to beg forgiveness if I said any word that hurt much to you before ( Becoz of Weak Communication Skill ). Believe me, that抯 not my intended say : )

I will miss you guys... See ya

Dear WanHui,

My lovely 'mum', thanks for your 'carings', your heavy punch \(^o^)/, within these few years. I am gonna remember it forever...lol. Still remember, a few of us used to go out together for several times; and, everytime we went out together, I got scolded from you innocently. I am wondering of what's wrong wit me that you 'scolded' me. Haha..

However, your scolding set off the ackward silent situation : )  please change your temperamental temper. Else, I will sue you in Court for abusing me. Who is my 'father'? lol....  Do you know people having affected anorexia won't say their slim even though, in fact, they are skinny already. So and you : ) please 'makan' a lot!! You look too skinny!! Lol... Miss ya...

Dear ChewSear,

I feel quite heavy having got to leave you very soon, my dear 'sister'. Your presence is so meaningful  that you are the first person who got involved into ups and downs of my life. Thanks for once being my 'sms partner' as well as for never breaking the secret both of us used to share together. In my perpective of you, faithfully, in the sense of personality, you really changed much. From used to be a closed-door practician, you are now an open-minded and talkative gal and laughing most of time, yet a bit day-dreamer. Cheer up, gal! Don't let the dull face over your smiling face : ) Be more determinable..Before ending this message, I would like to thank you again for once having made me touched of you. Don't forget your promise to me.. No Crying! Lol... Sorry and Forgive me of my coward to you : ) miss ya...

Dear ChuiPing,

Mrs. Teh, allow me to say the last time before leaving. Don't get angry wor... lol... First of all, Thanks for once being one of the 'sms arguers' of me. In fact, both of us have something in common, that抯, feeling stressful of study all the while : ) We suffered becoz we cared so much of our result. Another thing, I never saw you smiling, I mean the smile came fully and naturally from heart. Whenever I saw you 'smiling', I could sense 'something', which could be stress or anxiety or others', pressuring your smile. STPM is gone, I believe you are having a light shoulder already. So, take your sweet time and be yourself wor..... Anything regarding to your study, you can send me an email : ) See ya, friend.

Dear Li-Ching@Minshan,

Ms. Long-winded speaker@Minshan mountain, am I right to say that? Lol... " First Two Woman of My Life ", I should say that way. In fact, I never got to know to any female friend sincerely before two of you. And, both of you were the first two female friends I got into knowing with my sincere heart. So, thanks for being my first two female friends. Still remember the time in 5A2, when tutoring add. math, I was almost 'fainted' by yours' inattention. NEVER PAYING ATTENTION AT ALL!! Luckily, it didn't get me to disappointment that both of you got quite a good result for add. Math in SPM. Lol... Quite a memorable time for me : ) Hey, this turn, I抦 waiting both of you to be my personal driver!! And I will always wait!! Lol.... Before I end, here, I would like to ask for forgiveness that I did nothing to keep my promise on both of you. Take care of yourself, friends \(^o^)/ MUST do well in math subjects!!